Seeing yourself

Today as I was sorting through old home movies that we've taken over the years, I watched my young children play and talk and in the background I could hear my own voice, my cranky voice.
My kids were trying to play happily and I was cranky. Why was I cranky? I'm unsure to be honest, but it brought tears to my eyes. Is this what they see and hear? Is this all I am? Cranky, tired, no fun?
It breaks my heart to think this is how my family sees me.



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